Hi guys, it's been a long few months, and I'm not in the hospital as often. So I have been diligently working on traditional commissions as well as digital. I deeply apologize for being so late with your art, I swear I'll catch up by mid march, assuming I won't be in the hospital again.
You see, I've had a lot of things go wrong, so I will finally share why the art is so late. I have been to the hospital in the beginning for abdomen pain. Turned out, my appendix burst. They rushed to remove it, but during surgery, they found cancer on my appendix. The drugs and medications for this has been unbearable. Then, I started going blind. Turned out I had my liver damaged by tegretol. There was talk of a need for a transplant... I thought I was going to die... but after days of working with poison control, my liver started to heal. It's not fully better yet, but it's on its way. Now, to counter my seizure med taken away, I needed another to replace it. The new meds make my sodium levels drop below dangerous levels, and when I have a sodium low, I get terrible shaking fits, blurry vision, and anxiety and fear that is off the charts. No matter how much visteril they gave me at the er, nobody can stop the shaking and inability to sleep. Unfortunately, in most of these problems, I was unable to work on anything. Now while I'm still battling this, work comes and gets done slowly. I deeply apologize for your wait times on this stuff.
That is all I want to share at the moment, since there is a host of problems that even stem from my morphine (prescribed daily morphine meant for heavy pain, not street bought)
Well, my mind is a horrible jumble thanks to my meds, so I hope this all made sense to you guys.
Again, I deeply apologize for the hold-up for getting your work done, I can't tell you how much my heart aches to see all these yet to be completed commissions about.
Now, at this stage, I just want to deeply thank everyone who has been patient so far. You are all saints for being so supportive during this time when I need it the most. I can't tell you how much I thank you for waiting so long yet being so supportive as well. Your support has and is keeping me going.
Hugz for all of you, even if you may be perturbed, I still thank you. Just, thank you all. <3 <3 <3